about me...got it from trivias

how capricorn are you?
You are 80% Capricorn
http://blogthings.com/Capricornoutcome.php


what planet are you?
You Are From the Moon
You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon.You're in touch with your emotions and intuition.You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory.Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone).A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.
http://blogthings.com/planetquiz.html


what number are you?
You Are the Investigator
5
You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
http://blogthings.com/numberquiz.html

what happened the year you were born?
In 1988 (the year you were born)
Ronald Reagan is president of the US

• Federal grand juries return indictments against Gen. Manuel Noriega, ruler of Panama, charging him of running drug cartels
• A missile, fired from the US Navy warship Vincennes destroys a commercial Iranian airliner killing all 290 on board
• A Pan-am Boeing 747 explodes over Lockerbie, Scotland from a terrorist bomb
• Controversial Arizona Governor Evan Mecham is removed from office for financial misdeed
• Jimmy Swaggart is defrocked when his sexual liaisons with women other than his wife are revealed
• The Netherlands becomes the second country to get connected to the Internet
• Al-Qaida is established by Osama bin Laden
• Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series
• Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXII
• Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup
• Rain Man is the top grossing film
• A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking is published
• "Faith" by George Michael spends the most time at the top of the US charts

http://blogthings.com/yearborn.html

...OOOOoooWWWwww....AAAAaaaWWWwww...masterplan?

heheheh...

tsktsk...my blog is in disarray.i'll tell first what happen last friday.
well last friday i joined 7 students. ahehe...
7students who studied in diliman prep during their elem years.
sa totoo lng, i was really out-of-place. i came from claret.
it's quite intriguing to see me with a bunch of dilimanians (lalo na kung ang mga kasama ko ay sina ...*hehe)
....what more if i enter a school full of dilimanians! so, un n nga..andun na ko sa loob.
waw...crowded! for me the school is crowded, with or without the students.
pero, the atmosphere...it's friendly and inviting.i did not feel ashamed,embarassed or even OP.
i was more at home rather than alienated. ahaha..pero i couldn't breathe.
i just learned that i was kinda, claustrophobic.(oh really?..u sure?) positive.
heheh. but this was not the issue. the real issue that day was...
hehe... WE were the only ones not talking to each other among the group. hehe..

who were WE?..you sure you wanna know?..

secret!

saturday school day?

wawa-Waw!!!

yesterday i was not at home 24/7!!!...
well parang gnun...heheh.

i went to school (on a saturday! a saturday man!) just to be stuck inside the campus suffering boredom and discontent. (really now?) .we were not allowed to leave the school premises to go to sm and enjoy its luxurious offers.(aha?..) once you're in, you never get out. it's like a mouse trap pare! tsktsk...

pero xempre...xientian!..maparaan.
it's so easy to fool the guard..but the way i see it, the guard was just acting it out. hindi naman siya pwede mgpalabas n lang kasi siya malalagot, pero kung maghihigpit siya lagot naman siya sa mga students. kaya, kunwari n lng di niya alam na natatakasan n siya. o, pwede dba?...nyok! hehe

so nakalabas nga ako kasama 4 of the curie angels. we had our lunch at yoshinoya. Php 127 ang nagastos ko. it was only beef yakiniku and a large green ice tea. pero ok n rn. after that we went back to prison (school). sabi pa nung guard sken, "dun k a n lang sa court, bawal na lumabas ha." . as if...

they were already holding the science fair awarding ceremonies. hmmm.. ok lng naman. congrats sa mga nanalo. pero, it was kinda dismaying(?) for me para sa group with the investigatory project (IP) bactterry. sila ung grup ni yeti. i am really amazed of their project. sayang d sila nanalo...pero sila naman ung 1st place sa pre-congress para sa intel. i really hope they make it to the nationals para sila representative ng bansa sa intel sa arizona. heheh

natapos na ang awarding...it's time to while away time habang naghihintay para sa another chapter na araw ko kahapon...

heheh

share ko lang...

"And She Was Gone"
By Ginger Foutley

She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...
And then she was gone.

swing swing...

haay..

mood swings...

wat's up it that? gnun n lng b yun, bigla n lng?..
there must be a trigger...sigh...

so that's wat it's called...mood swings. oowww...
(waw...ngaun lng nalamn...).

swing swing....
swing swing from the tangles of my heart
is crushed by a former love...
ahehehe

....
wa na ko masabE...

monster's tale

actuali..this is the essay i passed for the admu admission...hmm...m not really good in writing essays...hehe

-_-_-_-

A Monster’s Tale

I came from Claret School of Quezon City during my years in elementary. Then I went to Quezon City Science H.S. During my first year, I found the atmosphere different from the atmosphere I grew up in for the past 7 years in Claret. There was a certain pressure on academic performances. Almost one-third of the school’s population was not Catholic, and most of the students were from schools I have never heard of. I encountered students of varying ages with different personalities that I’ve never met before. Certainly, I was in a state of shock, a culture shock. My whole first year was focused on academics and adjusting to this new environment.

Sophomore year. I thought I should have adjusted to my new environment by this time,..at least. Second year was not far different from the preceding year, I just have a new set of strangers (properly known as classmates). It seemed that this class, named after the chemist Curie, has nothing in common, or there was nothing unique about the individuals’ personality. The people have their own mini-groups, people they’ve known since first year. Each mini-group has their own world, their own rules, and their own game. It would be difficult for an individual to penetrate a group’s barrier. So if you’re a loner. .too bad better stay out of the room. I happen to be that person. Yes, I was sort of a “loner”, but I was totally fine with that for I was never lonely being alone. But I did not close my doors from neighbors and strangers, I just didn’t trust others easily. Only a few had successfully gained that trust.

I could not easily give my trust to my fellow Curie’s. But as the days turned into nights, and nights turned into days, I began to realize that I was becoming a part of a crowd. And as the classes went on, the class discussions, recitations and activities, and the in-between snack breaks, inch-by-inch of their personalities were revealed. This section really has nothing in common. Each one has his/her own story to tell. We were like a library filled with books of different fields. Like any library, it has a librarian that brings organization and unity in the library. And that librarian was our class adviser Mrs. Bustria. She was a real mother to us. She treated us as if her own, showed compassion and love to each one of us. And like all mothers, she scolds us for our wrong doings. When we were scolded for the very first time, she really was in rage and we really felt it. We really felt bad for our wrong doings and were sorry for making her angry. After the sermon we were all saying, “Nakakahiya kay ma’am. Ang bait-bait pa naman din niya, tapos tayo ganito. Nakakahiya talaga. Kailangang makabawi tayo.” The class decided(including me) to make it up to her, which became the goal of the class. For the very first time, I saw a spark, a spark of unity.

The bond started. And it grew stronger when we have to come up with an interpretative dance for the inter-section dance competition in honor of the “Buwan ng Wika”. The creativity and ingenuity flowed, every movement was redefined up to the class’ satisfaction. Arguments were never avoided for each has his/her own perspective. Tampuhans even made the class stronger. We made a deal that we will be frank and straight-forward with each other especially if it’s a class matter, that we will do our part for the sake of the class. And this worked well. We now have a strong, chain-held bond. We faced the challenges and tasks given to us with no hesitations. The more challenges we encounter, the stronger we become. We were like seeking more for the glory. A special teacher saw this outrage and quoted, ”I see monsters in you!”. And I guess she was right. We are monsters! The monsters are unleashed.

Thus, we named our section, Curie Monsters, and became known to the other sections. We set a trend of section bondage. Proofs of this are witnessed before any major event such as class plays, presentations and even sports fest. We gather around, forming a circle, holding hands right-over-left, and praying for strength and guidance. And after the prayer, we all turn jovially around with a hearty shout, “ROOAR!!!”. This is our famous Monster Ritual. It represents a bond unbeatable by any force as long as we stick together.

All this monsters stuff, Curie2, Ma’am Bustria, the forces, my whole sophomore life has defined me as a person. The Curie Monsters, from the adviser to the last student on the list, everyone, has contributed to my personal being. A class, whose students are from different walks of life, with totally nothing in common that had a special chemistry not shared by the other sections, has totally open my doors to the world. I shared the pain, the tears, the joys, the glory, unity and commitment, and especially the bond with people I thought before as complete strangers. Our self confidence and self-esteem were boost by comforting and supporting one another. Each one of us admits that our individuality and personal being developed and our talents flourished with the help of everyone. And I stand proof to that. I’m me then, now, but better. I’m, . . . a monster by heart.

puyatan..bobohan!

nako...anu b tong pinagkakaabalahan ko?..
pagsabayin b nmn...chat,neopets,friendster,blog...
tpos iniiwang nkatiwangwang ung projects...

bad...

hehehe...

to n cgurong wierdest nyt for the week. weeeeeird! wiiiiierd!! (anu b tamang spelling ng weird/wierd?ahehe..)
sa chat b nmn may bastos ang daliri...tsaka may mga sorta-staklers pa...tpos meron png calamity. calamity dhel soober problemado sa pag-ibig n he's indulging in it kaya d n makaahon...
simple simple gagawin. mgeexert lng ng effort,puro negative p iniisip.

kala ko noon ako n ung pinaka "loser",pessimistic at bobong bata, meron p lng mas masahol.

i learned a lot tonight...aehehe...
i learned sumthing not that valuable cguro.

hay nako...tpos meron png dalawang bobong bata sa #asteeg n nagtataguan. if i only they knew..(as if they don't)..nakoo!
sabog ulo!!!

bobo!...bobong gabe!!! bobo's the term-of-the-day....

saddening....bobo's saddening...

-_-

blog blog bLOOOG!

still trying to venture into this new craze..

i'm new to this innovation, innocent of it's offers...

hmmm.. i'm busy doing blogs instead of finishing my projects, is that the ryt thing to do?...haha!
evil me! i'll have to cram..BIG TIME!!! perio will be this week,and i'm not even starting to study. i'm not doing any preparations. and science congress would be the week after next week....
ooooHH...i'm starting to panic!!!!

*sigh*...when will i ever learn?..when will i be responsible enough?..

guess it won't be today...

*sigh*..."raindrops falling on my head"...how sad...just sad...*sigh*

sad...

alam mo nmn cguro ung feeling na ito?..naman...
haaay... i find sadness amusing. pangit nmn kung puro n lang HAPI!..
panu k b nalulungkot?..wat triggers ur lonliness?..

lam mo un..u're happy. enjoying the moment, watching your fave shows.a minute later your singing ur lungs out with a cheap videoke...then suddenly, awww. sadness fills your heart. wierd..a while ago your having the time of day,tapos sad ka bigla?...haaay...

this just happened last night. i was watching "missmatch",..mjo kinikilig-kilig p nga e. when the show ended, few commercials...then...sad na ako. watda?..i'm not even sure wat happened to me.. kung bat ako nalungkot...natahimik...
so nagnilay-nilay ako to dig out the cause behind this sudden gloom...but to no success.
maybe i shud call a friend, malai nten he/she can open it up for me.
but that's the more saddening part..

who to call? who can i call at 10 in evening,who would care to listen to my rubbish?..
who to call?

i was thinking of someone who can lift me up. cheer me up, crack a few jokes just to make me laugh...
just thinking who to call makes me more sad...

maybe i don't need to be cheered up?...all this sadness and lonliness is itself comforting enough.
it's nice to be sad at times... i feel calm,and relaxed...the solitude...the sincerity and serenity it brings comforts and carress the soul..

it sure feels quiet...i'm glad for being sad...
-_-

sumthing about me... ?

woo...
haay...i feel like we're so the same...pero not as one. eeee.
it's just that, our personalities are somwhat similar... but of course it's not realized...

panu nmn kasi...inililihim ko ang pagkatao ko syo. can't help it..gnun n talaga. secretive ako. my life is my own. everything i kept to myself. para saken, ang katauhan ko ay akin lng, ako lamang ang mkikinabang. d ko nga sure kung ang pgkakakilala sa akin ng mga taong itinuturi akong "kaibigan" ay makatotohanan. no one knows the person living inside my body. kahit mismo sarili ko, d ko kilala. i show the world the person i should be, not the person i am or want to be. in short, supressed.

umm...i'm not saying n plastik ako or hindi genuine ung pkikitungo ko. magulo lng talaga kasi may mata ang mundo. they're out there, watching ur every move...

walang sense ang post n to..halu-halo n ung thoughts...

hmmm...i need time...
time para mkapg adjust. basta...sundan nyo n lng ang kaguluhan ng daloy ng isip ko... mggets nyo ren kung anu ang mga himutok sa aking puso.

wala akong lablayp. it doesn't mean n "puso", love ibig sbihin. no way...
sa akin lalo n....

grrr....pagod n mata ko...
nxt tym aayusin ko n...

me_-

haloo.
well...i'd better introduce myself.
i'm me. i can say that i'm talented. i can play the violin, and i'm learning how to play the guitar.
i'm quite into sports, volleyball, lawn tennis, badminton. i like long walks under the starry,moonlit night.

i'm currently studying at a science curriculum-based high school.hehe..i can say that i'm a man of science. but still, i am more of an artist. i'm interested in life sciences as well as chemistry. i like seeing art.

*sigh*... honestly, i'm not good at this. i'm sort of a sociable,anti-social person. ha..ggrr.i'm just not good at this...
maybe in time i'll be able to construct my thoughts more comprehensively and express them in an understandable manner.

well.. till next tym...