[green grass days]

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low-lives?..di naman kailangan maging ganito. ayoko rin naman tingnan ang kahit sino bilang ganito. lalo na kayo. naging bahagi na kayo ng aking pathethic-yet-so-amazing HS life. at kung sana lang, gusto kong maiwang maganda ang mga alaala sa HS life na ito. ano ba, graduating tapos tsaka magkakaganito?...hmm..nakakalungkot kaya! di nyo ba naiisip un? kung oo, waw. kung hindi, ouch.

take a look at this shot:

horizontal plain..so plain but still awe-inspiring. but it's also barren and lonesome. di siya tulad ng field naten, green-ish and overrun by human manifestations of joy and laughter.green-ish, overrun by joy...pero not genuine.
eto..quite the opposite, pero mas makatotohanan. at least malinaw sa kin na buhay ang lupang ito ngunit abandoned.much enjoyable scene kasi kampante akong i'm not decieved.

nagkamali na ang nagkamali...aminado naman e. kung pwede lang talagang ibalik ang nagdaan, ba't hindi? babalikan naman ung nakaraan kung saan napaliko ng daan para lang maituwid ang landas. di na kailangan pagkaduldulan ang pagkakamali ng isa...laking insulto pa dahil sort of napag-usapan pa. tapos ung mga hindi rin matino magmaneho ang magbibigay pa ng direksyon? waw..so amazing, does it show na they've learned from their mistakes? ahehe...so application sa ibang tao, gnun ba un?

you're missing..pero your just letting everything pass. ba't di mo kaya gawan ng paraan, instead of sulking away and drowning your sanity with those who seem to swim your way. dahil ba they feel for you kaya mas nakakabuti sa yo ang sa kanila lang magmuni-muni? ...you have their sympathy, your wavelengths coincides with one another, your feelings amplified..therefore you feel more comforted. the down thing here is you'll seal up as a box, more like pandorra's, that when someone tries to open you up all of the suppressed human inhibitions and emotions just might all gush out of the box and shall never be sealed again.

agony... it sucks.it sucks even more when you're in agony and no ones there to share half the burden, not even just a bit of a quarter. basta...kung di mo na kaya, bumitaw ka na lang. don't worry of falling or mabagsakan... either sasaluhin kita o i'll fall with you.

haaay*....(dapat "grrr". kaso, kasawa na e.) isn't this frustrating?

[pay your debts]