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nu ba to???
may nakakabasa ba neto?..ahehe...gusto ko lang malaman. feeling ko wala...
mabuti na ren...
pero if ever may nagbabasa dyan, patulong naman o. pano maglagay ng tagboard?
pano ko maiimprove ang site na to?...

haaay....

meron pa pala ako isang blogsite! ahehhehe...

http://ejme.modblog.com

sana lang may makatulong...
ahehe

haunted

....haunting you i can smell you - alive
your heart pounding in my head ...
lyrics from evanescence's "haunted".

have you ever felt haunted?
every now and then, it just suddenly pops out of nowhere...pop!
like a bubblegum overblown then suddenly breaks, catching your attention from the silence of the room.

haunted...i feel haunted.
not by somebody, nor someone.not even by something.
well maybe it is something ... 'coz i'm not even sure what it is.
a thought?.. an idea? ...maybe a disease.. or a part of me..
grrr...it sucks big time!
a part of you that you don't want to be a part of you.
it's something (have no idea what to call "it", but i'm aware what it is) that i don't want to be a part of me. i don't want to let "it" control me..

i've been trying to throw it away..but it always find its way back.
reminding you of long ago...a long ago you've been running away from for years.
a past you once suppressed, ...but now it seems to have been released from the core you've trapped it into to.

bujururu..bujururu...rubbish..

hmmm...actually ... this is blasphemy...this case is already close. CLOSE i say!bwahaha!!! if i really want to conquer this "it", better not talk more about it. right?
ahehe...it's not there anymore.
maybe i was just reminded of it from time to time...no biggie!
right?

right on!!!
yeah!!!

-_-_-
m not haunted.......m free_-

missing_-

awww...
one year na since umalis si stephen papunta states.

wala na akong nababalitaan sa kanya...
hindi pa kami ng-eemail ulit. madalas ko pa naman din siya k-mail..

ngchat daw siya!! as in kanina lng...sayang!!! di kami nag-abot!! grrr..

haaay...so miss him.
di ko p napapadala sa kanya ung batchshirt niya! grrr...
di pa nga nagbabayad curie angels para dun e! daya! ako nag-abono.
mahal p ipadala un...

haaay...hinahanaphanap ,,,musta na kaya ikaw stephen azi?

sana paramdam ka...

friends ?...whata friend...sad_-

Mood: dismay_- Playing: my prerogative

ha!

tsk...whata friend!?!?!

so vile!...treacherous­ !...wicked!!!

a complete biatch!!!

you are sooooo unfair and cruel!!

treating people like that! ha! you make me puke!!!

alam mo ba it hurts, na you'll find out na ung pagkakakilala mo sa isang tao ay iba pala. soobra! hindi ako makapaniwalang nagawa mo yun sa bestfriend ko! how could you butt in other people's buisiness na pinapamukha mong isa kang kaibigan? it's so...unfair!

ang iyong quote,

.."basta friend ko, ipagtatanggol ko.."

.."basta friend ko, kampi ako"...

so bobo! bobo!!! stubborn!!! napaka-bias!!! your not a good friend for me! your the lowest form of a friend!

alam mo ba..."your friends are your worst enemies". ...wala lang share ko lang. (bigla daw ba magsingit ng ganyan..hehe).

too much..it's too much.

a friend in every situation doesn't necessarily mean na kampi ka. pag nasa alanganin ung friend mo, alalayan mo. pag inaaway friend mo ipagtanggol mo. take note, ipagtanggol lang hindi ipaglaban. e panu kung ang frend mo na nang-aaway..anong karapatan mong makipag-away ren?..kasi ang alam mo ganun e. actually, pinangungunahan mo pa nga minsan e. di mo pabayaan muna, feel mo naman sobrang umaasa sayo ung tao. nakikipaggera ka na wala sa sarili mong away. away ng iba, sawsaw ka naman.

at wala kang karapatan na pigilan akong ipagtanggol ang mga taong kilala ko. wala kang karapatan talaga.

Ako: "..baka naman mali lang yung tingin niyo?"

Ikaw: "miggy, huwag mong ipagtanggol yung tao porke Busmate mo."

oh! sobrang nakaka-offend yun, di mo ba alam?..(nga pala bobo ka.).

kung titingnan ang sama ko na para gantuhin ka...pero enough. can't take it anymore.

you'll drown someday in your pile of lies and deception.

all i can say is...as your friend,

..i'll try to save you.

it's up to you whether you'll take my hand or not.

...from the heart

bat d ko siya makausap?

... di naman ako galit sa kanya e...

ako nga lang talaga may problema.

sabi nga niya, isipin ko na lang na ang kausap ko ay si jamie o kaya c iaii.

haay...
cguro nasanay na ako..
sa apat na taong ko sa quesci, e halos iniiwasan ko siya.
e bat nung 1st-2nd year ndi naman ako gnun nahihiya sa kanya?

crush lng ba talaga un?..
well...i have to say yes because we don't know each other too well.

pero..
what is this i'm feeling, i just can't explain...
when you're near i'm just not he same...

could it be?...
could i've been falling...
i think i'm falling...
falling in love with you..

...but...
we're not that close...
oonga, nagkakausap tyo through text and chat..
pero walang physical presence un.
i mean, di kita kaharap nun.. no eye contact.

grrr...
anu ba talaga?
....

...bawal sablay
pabilis nang pabilis
hwag magmimiss, hwag magmimiss.
gets mo na? ...
nahihilo, nahihilo
nalilito, nalilito...

...grr..
..i don't know what to do when you are near me
i don't know what to say or i should be
there's only one thing in my mind
that's you and me...

panu kung ikaw na nga ung taong un?..
should i just let u pass me by?
...now that i've found you
i won't let you go
i've build my world around you
i need you so.baby even though
you don't need me...

...ewan...
cguro..
have to take the risk.
what risk?..

hmm..

ewan..

i guess ..

..time will tell.






bE_-

missing..momentum_-

momentum!!!
tama...ang dakilang momentum. ahehe...can never 4get those days we spent behind the lockers. ahehe..kain-kain cheese pie! yum yum! tpos fire exit...hu cud ever 4get. then ung mga dance sessions! ngaun ko lng nrealize kung gano tyo k-kyut cguro noon(lalo n ung mga sayaw ni sepy). aww..mis those days...
pti ung mga lunch tyms. ung round table sa coop...CR sessions. tsaka ung dakilang MoMentuM formations!!! ahaha!!! kakatuwa!!!
haaay...hope we can keep the momentum going...
miss u guys!
-_-_-_-
momentum
sinu-sino kami?-jamie,sepy,calai,yela and migi(that's me).
why momentum?-do ko ren alam. basta sumthing to do with science e.xempre xientians kami e. ay ndi pala! it had sumthing to do with those people who were always having their "moment". sumthing bout that e..
what were our hobbies?-dancing...dance choreography, walking formation (ala-voltes 5), CR-ing, canteening...hehe
what's special about us?..- i just love being a momentum. kasi we don't only talk about love life and its rubbishness(hehe)... as in marami kami npapag-usapan. we're open.kaya naging moentum kasi d we like having moments well spent. bonding kmi ng bonding. there's certainly a bond ... special sila sa ken kasi they're there to comfort, advice and everything na kaya nilang gawen. aheheh