nothingness..in short, WALA LANG...

...lost inspiration...
i'm lost. but not lost in terms of what you're thinking.maybe lost is not the term, i'm just not into words for the past few days.i mean i can't write any essay recquired for our english class, i can't even write an entry for my blog.this one's already a blog entry but i may not able to post it. lucky enough if i'd be able to.

...nothing...
i'm not exactly sure what i'm feeling these days...i don't even know if there's something to feel. somethings different, somethings missing..yet i'm the same and whole.the pieces do not fit, either there's something added or maybe i just can't fit them properly. bobo.

...blank...
why do i feel something's missing yet i'm complete? am i?there's an empty space filling up my nothingness. nani? i try to answer my so-many-questions even though all the answers are infront of me...."love is the answer to soO many questions"...yah right! but i'd rather leave it all blank..for now.

...wide gap...
damn nothingness! it created a gorge deep enough to make it impossible for a descent and too wide to simply jump across.down the deep gorge...shall i go? if i do, to reach the bottom has a greater possibility than just staring down trying to see the bottom.but, what if i won't be able to reach the bottom of the bottomless pit?(waw..how bottomful?)...down the dark hole... will i still be able to shed light? to witness the sunrise and sunset? to watch the moonlit sky and starry night?...will i still be able to come back to those who i left behind?

...dark...
all light would be stolen from me..the light that i much depend on for life..my sight to see my bright lights would be just blank and black.all gone in the lost of one.