you said it before...

i've finally found the lyrics of my song-for-the-whole-week. suffering the pain makes one depressed and lonesome... kaya eto,eto ang mga pinagkakaabalahan ng mga malulungkot.

pre-valentine syndrome epal! bukas, i'll have to suffer the consequences of my fate. should have heed the warnings of the past. how foolish am i to have returned to the past. hate it! have to save what's left for me. onting panahon na lang and i'd be back in the shell,where i was freed from.

i don't have to call on catherine for my word of the day. my word for the day is "huli na". yes...too late, delayed. haay..halos lagi naman e, huli na kaya tuloy napipilitang magcram. but this time, uh-uh! it's not crammable^. it's too late so it has to remain this way. it can not be taken back easily.

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How Could You Say You Love Me
by Sarah Geronimo
You say that you've always been true
Lookin' in your eyes I see you lie
You're trying hard to hide that
There's someone new you found and
You want me to believe that you still care

How can you hurt me this way
Everything I knew was loving you
How could you try pretending
Your love was never ending
Now you can't even say that you will stay

How, how could you say you love me
When you would go and leave me
How could you make me hurt so bad
When I have loved you more than anyone can do
Can't believe the pain
That I'm feeling now because of loving you

How can you hurt me this way
Everything I knew was loving you
How could you try pretending
Your love was never ending
Now you can't even say that you will stay

How, how could you say you love me
When you would go and leave me
How could you make me hurt so bad
When I have loved you more than anyone can do
Can't believe the pain
That I'm feeling now because of loving you

I can't seem to understand
How can love be so unkind?
Still you broke my heart despite what I've done
Still my love was not enough
Though I've given you my allI can't take it anymore

How could you say you love me
When you would go and leave me
How could you make me hurt so bad
When I have loved you more than anyone can do
Can't believe the pain
That I'm feeling now because of loving you
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no more false hopes... it'd be easier this way.
i just hope this would not be something that i'd regret big time.

once again..
i live my life each day as if it were the end of oblivion.